I thought I couldnt be any busier than last year...
well, I was wrong BD
Two jobs (and another department in school is asking if i can work for them so probably three jobs) at same time, shit loads of projects to lead, more loads of books to study and they are all related, if i dont get one of them, some others will have problems too, a business case on hand, extra classes to take...
This must be how real life feels like in university BD
or for popular people at least.
I always get ppl waving and smiling at me, or suddenly asking me questions on the roads, but I have no idea who they are, still gotta pretend "oh hey there youuuuu...*confused and awekard face* "
I suddenly found myself lost in brain, walking mindlessly when i was drowning thoughts inside, so many things to take care of and gotta make all smoothly in short time.
I have to show a decent and thoughtful and delightful side, try my best to fit the 'popular' position. I have been meeting with important people so frequently. No more flat tone, serious face or nervous excuses, i'm still trying to hide my not pleasing side but not trying hard enough.
To my watchers, I have to keep my school and jobs on priority, then the kids in family, then myself, Im not sure when i can finally post a thing here, but i do sometimes planing a comic...had planing that like for three years BDD but the plot is still not good enough...
When it's good enough, you will know
Thank you all for the secretly support~